Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Sunday, July 3, 2016

The Desires of your Heart!!

This morning as I sat quietly, I realized that the Lord had answered yet again another prayer and desire of
mine.  I have always prayed for my father’s family. Growing up I wasn’t close with them. Not because it  wasn’t possible, but because everyone who had the power to make that happen, didn’t make an effort. I’m not salty or anything but it became a desire of mine to meet them. I had siblings, aunts, uncles, and a great grandmother that I never met. It made me wonder about the other side of me. I wanted to meet them . I ask the Lord to let me see my great gran before she passed away. I went to thanksgiving 2014 and met her and a few months later she passed away. Although that is sad he didn’t let her die before I met her. That thanksgiving I met 2 of my aunts and cousins and I was so grateful. I helped me to understand a part of me. Today, I am here with my oldest brother and it was a prayer of mine to meet all of my siblings that makes 7 out of 9. He is answering my prayers, he’s  a prayer answering GOD.


I told you all that to say God knows your heart desires, and he hears every prayer request you’ve made. Trust him to take care of it. If he doesn’t, it does not mean he can’t, it means, he’s protecting you, or he has something better.  Focus on being obedient to him and he will take care of your desires, dreams, and prayer request.  Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart Psalm 37:4. It doesn’t matter how long it may take, or how long you’ve been waiting. It doesn’t matter how he does it as long as he does it. Don’t be like Sarah,  get tired of waiting and trying to rush the process  then end up with an Ishmael, waiting on your Issac. Keep trusting, keep holding on, and keep waiting. I am a witness that he is a prayer answering God. God Bless, you be encouraged. 

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Crushes, Do you have one?

Have you ever had a crush? Crushes are cute but most of the time just plain disappointing. You have the ones with possibilities and ones that will never go any further than you mind. The ones that take over your imagination.  Keep butterflies in your stomach no matter how long you have the crush. I’m talking about the ones you can’t shake, and when your think it’s gone something happens where you see or hear about the person, and all those feelings come back like a flood. Then you’re stuck again, back to the rainbows and butterflies. LOL!!    I’ll tell you a little about my crush which feels everlasting. It began a couple of years ago out of nowhere. I’ve known this person since about 4th grade. Went to 3 years of middle school together and separated in high school. I reconnected with them a little while later. This person is charming, sweet, funny, and an all-around good person. This person has always been very attractive, and has always had their attention fought for.  I’ve always been a little flirt but around this person I’m bashful, nervous, and I feel all the blood constantly in my cheeks. It’s crazy because growing up I didn’t like this person like that, but as an adult having reconnected, I found myself really crushing hard. Every time I’ve ever got up the nerve and decided to tell them how I feel they are in a relationship. SMH!! I often find myself wondering if they feel the same way. There were times I felt the signs were all there. Times when would we would run into each other and there was an opportunity to say something and I punked out. Lol Times when they looked at me and I would melt inside.  I fear I will never know the truth. Hopefully this crush will pass.


Crushes are natural, and they happen quite often.  Crushes are the hope for something more or the attraction that arrests you. However they come if the person is free, fess up and see where it goes from there, before they get snatched up. The person you are crushing on might feel the same and just too nervous or scared to tell you.    Either way good luck.  When you hook up with a crush there is so much passion and fun that can be experienced. Having a crush can make you feel like a giggling school girl, smiling like a chester cat. It can also leave you a little disappointed if the person does not share your feelings. If it’s your friend, it can change the relationship for some time, and will leave an awkwardness whenever are around each other for a while.  Trust me I know, it is hard to tell someone you are attracted to them. No one likes to be rejected but it’s better than never knowing.  Sigh!! Crushes are a headache!!  Thank you for reading, I would love to hear some of your crush stories. Leave it in the comments below. 

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Love

I love you and there is no doubt about it. The way you speak, the way you are always concerned about me. I mean the way you see me is even amazing.  Beautiful brown, more like beige and a little crazy.  Our love is purposed driven and destiny bound straight into eternity. The love you show is a fire that continually blazes inside of me.  It unquenchable and uncontainable, it’s like a wild fire, and  it reaches the driest places of me. Sometimes it’s like water giving life to my garden of future, helping me grow into a better me .Your plan for me is everything, you know my end from the beginning. 

You know my thoughts afar off, you bless me to be an original and not a knockoff.  How great is your love for me that you make Satan the enemy ask for permission to even touch me.  And even if you tell him yes, it’s because you trust me! You give me tough love because   it toughens me. Sometimes it gets ruff, but I love you more each day, no matter how many you have to wipe away. No matter how many times I want to walk away, your love caresses me to stay. You have the keys to my heart, yet you stand at the door and knock.  You’re a Gentleman, but you will always have a yes, you don’t have to knock the door will always be open for you.  You can always come in side and do whatever you want to do. I trust you! You will always lead me to be the best.  No one can do it better because you’re the best.     There is no love greater than yours, because you are love. This journey of life is awesome because of you, and its just beginning to bloom.  There is no doubt about, no question in my mind. I will always Love you Love and I know you will always love me.   
                                                                               - In love with Love