Rejection is Temporary

                     This morning I had a dream that reminded me of all the rejection I've experienced

and sometimes still at times struggle with. It's interesting to have untapped greatness in you, but have to sit and wait because it not your time yet. Having to wait because God still has to work things in and out of you. Having to wait because your still shaky in your walk with him. When this happens it's easy to become frustrating  when hearing, seeing  a glimpse of what God wants to do or has for you to do  , and having to wait for the manifestation of it. We have to be careful not to move out of Gods timing. We forget that every vision , instruction, and  prophecy  is for a set time which may not be in the near future. We also have to be careful not to link up with people who is as equally if not more frustrated than we are. Two people with the same frustration can make one feel right about the wrong things and cause an even bigger problem.  See rejection is disheartening and can cause one to loose momentum , and if repeated, can often  cause one to shut down and not try again. Rejection can cause one to be hesitant to put forth a future effort and hold back when they definitely should speak up.

           Rejection is not always a complete no, sometimes it is not your time. Youre not baked all the way , and you need to stay in the oven a little longer. Your ideas , gifts and talents are great, and are needed in the  world of  today. When we are rejected we have to ask ourselves, although what I bring is good, is it the right moment. Am I giving it to the right place, and am I giving it to the right people? We have to remember everything is not about us and the way we feel. Just as we have felt that hard rejection, we have to be mindful of other people and try not make them feel the way we have felt many times.

            I pray that those of you that struggle with the spirit of rejection, that God would heal you and help you to stay strong when those times arise. Remember that even the prophets were not welcomed in their own countries.  Your time will come. Write the vision. Write down your ideas they may be for a  time that is not here yet. God bless you, remember you are valuble , everyone of Gods jewels is. God Bless you!! 

In Times of Change!

Hello, Beautiful people!! I hope everyone is doing well.

These last couple of weeks have been Jam packed, and  so many things have transpired.

I never use to think that one could mature so quickly. Until it happen to me. These last couple of months has been an interesting time for me. It has been fill with so much revelation, healing , and character building. I have been plucked and pulled and redirected in the spirit so many times, in this time.  It has not all felt good. There are times when I've been rebuked by God, and times when I've  had to rebuke me. In this season I've had to step back from things, and people. No shade, no ill will, but it was just my instruction for this semester of  growth. See  Growth is uncomfortable ,  It requires you to  first  be  planted. When you've  been planted  you're in the dirt and you are alone and  not seen  , you are being watered and fed sunlight while germination begins . Which means you have to guard what you are allowing your spirit to be fed. See in times of growth your  spirit has to be nurtured. Spend more time with the Lord and in his word.  It may feel like this time last forever but before you know it, you will crack the shell and began to push through,  pass the level you are on, and pushing is hard . After you push past the dirt (that level) you began to sprout into a whole new level.  A new level of ; anointing, power, understanding, ministry, and relationship with God.

I encourage all  of you  Gods seeds (his children) in this time of change. It may be a difficult time for you , and you may not understand everything that God  is taking you through but continue to push through. There is Purpose for each trial, lost person, everynight you cried, Everytime you wanted to give. There is PURPOSE. Trust his process!!  You know he didn’t bring you this far to let you die! You are becoming better. You are becoming that tree planted by the water , you will bring forth fruit in your season, and you will not be moved. You are his Seed, he planted you. HE shines on you because he is the Sun(Son), He waters you because he is the living water.  Be encouraged, Be encouraged!  Keep Going and Keep Growing.  God bless you 

Things Happen!!!

This morning has caught me by surprise, and it has left me feeling a little down and upset. I’ve been working really hard for months so that I can get good grades in my classes which have not been easy at all. This morning I got the first one and it was the hardest out of

all my classes. She gave me a C, and I couldn’t have been more disappointed. I am grateful for not failing but still sad. It is devastating when you work hard and don’t see the results you are pushing for. Now I’m nervous to see what the other grades will be. As much as I want to curl up under my covers and cry, I’ve got to keep moving and have business to handle.  I have other things to accomplish.  I am going to keep my self-encouraged, and motivated to keep going. I am victorious and I am a success story.

Listen, Sometimes things don’t turn out the way we hope for, but that doesn’t give us permission or a right to give up and stop. It just means it time to breath, refocus, do more research, try harder, and most of all keep going. We all know the saying “when life hands you lemons, make lemonade,” which means to make the best of what you have been given. Use what you have been giving and make it better. I intend to go harder next semester, I will not allow this to be any kind of set back or any kind of defeat. I will make the best out of it. When things happen to you, keep pushing, and keep finding new ways to better yourself.  Your hard work will pay off. You are victorious, and you are a success story in the making. Remember that.  

Disappointment

             Disappointment occurs at many different times in our lives. Sometimes you can see and can sense it will happen. And sometimes you can feel it coming from a mile away, and still trying to give it the benefit of the doubt. Other times it catches you completely by surprise and off guard. However or whenever it comes, it is always a blow!! A Blow to you heart, ego, confidence, and relationships.  It can sometimes change how you view the world completely. We all will experience it at some point in our lives. It can have such a hold on you and follow you throughout life. It can change how you plan your goals. It can change how you handle relationships.  I believe, depending on the situation, there is something to learn from disappointment.  How did it happen? Where did it come from? Is it some thinXLLS​​g that can be fixed? When we have hope and an expectation for something, your heart is in it, you have confidence in it. You began to form a level of trust. So, for it to fail or be sabotaged can be life changing.

                       

                The people you love can disappoint you. Sometimes they don’t mean it but it happens.  When the people you love drop you or brush you off, it will leave an impression that will often times set the tone for future relationships. You will always, in the back of your mind question if the next person will do you the same way. So you build a wall that you stand on and wait for an offense to happen. Be careful in doing that because you can accidentally take a false alarm and run with it and ruin a great thing.  I’m not saying people are perfect, however you will never have another healthy relationship until you deal with the fungus of disappointment that has grown around your heart.  Opportunities also can be disappointing, you build up expectation and excitement for it.  If it doesn’t turn the way you planned it or it turns out horrible, you will not want to plan future events or always fear it will be just as bad. However your disappointment happens, there is healing that needs to take place. Confidence to be restored.  If we can push pass disappointment, pick ourselves up and dust ourselves off. It will make us stronger.  We will build up muscles of endurance. We will learn how not to stay in a rut and keep walking.  Keep pursuing our dreams and finding new people and giving them a chance. Not letting the fear of disappointment hinder our future any longer!!! Thank you !

                                                                                          Sincerely,

                                                                                            Goodbye Disappointment